Thursday, August 28, 2008
Sunday, August 24, 2008
ED Thoracotomy #2 this week
So I'm driving in to round on Sunday morning, and I'm about two minutes from the hospital hen my pager lights up: "Code 1 GSW abdomen"
I get to the hospital, cruise down to the trauma bay, and the on call resident is opening the chest. I throw a gown on and help out. We get a weak, thready pulse back. Off to to OR.
On the way, we pass the family in the hallway. They are (understandably) going nuts. We get to the OR, can't identify any bleeding in the thoracic cavity, and decide to open the belly. Blood gushes out (despite our clamped aorta). We lose our pulse. Quickly mobilize the left colon/kidney/spleen, and find a huge aortic injury.
We try and resuscitate/repair, but to no avail. Patient expires.
When my attending tells the mom, she runs out of the hospital and has a seizure. Luckily, she is caught by another family member, or she would have been a trauma consult too, and thus on our service. I feel a little guilty that instead of feeling bad for her, I was happy that she was caught so that I wouldn't have to admit and round on her.
Sometimes, cleaning up the list seems to matter a little too much to me. I'm not sure what that means, but there it is. Anyways, we're 1 for 2 in lifesaving thoracotomies this week.
I get to the hospital, cruise down to the trauma bay, and the on call resident is opening the chest. I throw a gown on and help out. We get a weak, thready pulse back. Off to to OR.
On the way, we pass the family in the hallway. They are (understandably) going nuts. We get to the OR, can't identify any bleeding in the thoracic cavity, and decide to open the belly. Blood gushes out (despite our clamped aorta). We lose our pulse. Quickly mobilize the left colon/kidney/spleen, and find a huge aortic injury.
We try and resuscitate/repair, but to no avail. Patient expires.
When my attending tells the mom, she runs out of the hospital and has a seizure. Luckily, she is caught by another family member, or she would have been a trauma consult too, and thus on our service. I feel a little guilty that instead of feeling bad for her, I was happy that she was caught so that I wouldn't have to admit and round on her.
Sometimes, cleaning up the list seems to matter a little too much to me. I'm not sure what that means, but there it is. Anyways, we're 1 for 2 in lifesaving thoracotomies this week.
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Things I only saw on bad TV shows
I used to watch the TV show "ER", and "Trauma: Life in the ER". Nowadays, I really wonder why I wanted to watch a show about work.
Anyways, I got to participate in an ED thoracotomy today (The 3rd one in 6 weeks here). A guy took a sawed off chotgun blast to the leg and back. He had an obviously catastrophic leg injury, but he coded twice during the resuscitation. We had yet to even roll him over to look at his back because we had airway issues and needed a Cordis. Right when we flipped him and noticed holes in his back/neck, he lost vitals, so we cracked his chest.
It was awesome. Did internal compression until his heart started beating again. He had a pulmonary laceration that was bleeding pretty good, so we whip stitched it and ran to the OR. Gave him a wedge resection, tons of blood, and cut off his leg. (And you thought you had a bad day.). First pH in the OR was 6.6.
Good news is, he awake and alert in the SICU. He'll probably get ARDS, but he's alive for now. Pretty freaking awesome day. Then I had to go to stinking clinic, and be the king of Vicodinland for the afternoon. All in all, a good day.
Anyways, I got to participate in an ED thoracotomy today (The 3rd one in 6 weeks here). A guy took a sawed off chotgun blast to the leg and back. He had an obviously catastrophic leg injury, but he coded twice during the resuscitation. We had yet to even roll him over to look at his back because we had airway issues and needed a Cordis. Right when we flipped him and noticed holes in his back/neck, he lost vitals, so we cracked his chest.
It was awesome. Did internal compression until his heart started beating again. He had a pulmonary laceration that was bleeding pretty good, so we whip stitched it and ran to the OR. Gave him a wedge resection, tons of blood, and cut off his leg. (And you thought you had a bad day.). First pH in the OR was 6.6.
Good news is, he awake and alert in the SICU. He'll probably get ARDS, but he's alive for now. Pretty freaking awesome day. Then I had to go to stinking clinic, and be the king of Vicodinland for the afternoon. All in all, a good day.
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
A new title for the blog.
Because The BackRight was a lame name that came to me when nothing else would, this blog was so titled.
But no longer.
Let it be dedicated to the veterans (and brothers in spirit) of the Conshohocken Convoy, many of whom suffered (and still suffer) from Hotpocket Fever. Symptoms include an irresistible desire to drive over rumblestrips and a craving for red beans and sausage.
It is rumored that brother Jason Caywood still has loose stool from said disease, and brother Shane Taufer might be dead.
But no longer.
Let it be dedicated to the veterans (and brothers in spirit) of the Conshohocken Convoy, many of whom suffered (and still suffer) from Hotpocket Fever. Symptoms include an irresistible desire to drive over rumblestrips and a craving for red beans and sausage.
It is rumored that brother Jason Caywood still has loose stool from said disease, and brother Shane Taufer might be dead.
Friday, August 1, 2008
Paging "the guy called" Dr. Lohman
Rhett, I don't know what kind of internet "scheme" you have going, but my wife just got this post on her blog a few days ago:
"Hi Anne, you don't know me, my name is David, I live In Spain where the guy called Rhett Lohman was serving a mission. I have tried to find him for more than 10 years! He was serving in the Santa Cruz branch. I don't know if he remembers me but please, give him my email if you can, I would be eternally grateful.
bubuni08@gmail.com "
Can you please ask "BUBUNIO" to stop emailing my wife!
"Hi Anne, you don't know me, my name is David, I live In Spain where the guy called Rhett Lohman was serving a mission. I have tried to find him for more than 10 years! He was serving in the Santa Cruz branch. I don't know if he remembers me but please, give him my email if you can, I would be eternally grateful.
bubuni08@gmail.com "
Can you please ask "BUBUNIO" to stop emailing my wife!
Sunday, July 27, 2008
Thoughts from the ICU, and why Detroit is a scary place
I've been meaning to type up some stuff about the transition to 2nd year, being at a new program, etc. I'll get to all that stuff in a few days. But today I'm post call, and I had to tell you guys about the amazing volume of trauma I get to see.
Now a lot of people talk about trauma, but they're talking mainly about blunt trauma. Blunt trauma is boring. For a resident, it means chasing labs all night, cajoling radiologists for stat reads on imaging, and waiting for a drunk guy's EtOH to get back to double digits so I can send him home. If blunt trauma goes to the OR it'll be the Ortho or Neurosurgery guys taking them. (You're welcome for the babysitting.) So when people talk about trauma, they usually aren't describing anything cool, but rather just a bunch of tedious (albeit nessecary) work. Nothing for a surgery resident to get excited about.
Penetrating trauma is different, although at most places much more rare. Nothing quite like the rush of going to the OR with an unstable GSW. Don't get me wrong, I'm still a junior resident and don't do much to actually fix the guys. I'm just a small cog in the machine. As an intern, I did the H+P thing, acted as the scribe, did all the erannds and followed up everything. If I did go to the OR, it was as a third set of hands. A few times I did get to break scrub and eyeball a new trauma code while the attending and chief operated. It was a whirlwind of activity, and I was in the middle of it all, even if I was as important as trash blowing in the breeze.
Fastforward to 2nd year. Now I'm in the SICU. I'm barely out of second year, and I'm expected to manage critically ill patients by myself. I usually want to pull a Caywood's dad in my own shorts. But the cool thing is, I'm finding I can handle most stuff. I do have to call the intensivist with big stuff, but 90% of the time I'm running the show. Mananging vents, starting drips, doing procedures, the whole thing.
My first call I had a textbook case of severe hemorrhagic shock, and I was all alone. 18 yo male with GSW to right eye, belly x2, scrotum, and both lower extremities. Systolic out of the OR was in the 70s, refractory to fluids. I admit the patient, start some basic orders and call the attending with the admit, and give him exactly what I've typed here. He says "Sounds good. Get him a subclavian and a CVP at 8 or higher. Good luck."
I was almost constantly at his bedside for 18 hours. He was in shock, sedated, ventilated, the whole deal. But the guy lived. I can honestly say that my post op management saved that guy's life. Not that I'm anything special, any resident could have done it. But I did it. Even though he'll look like a pirate, that kid is alive because I helped him. (Two day later, we were able to extubate him, and amazingly he did really well. He even remembered me from that long night. So I guess he wasn't that sedated. Rarer still, he thanked me!)
This guy was the first of 5 GSWs that I would admit and manage that day. The crazy thing is that this number was not unusual. Being in Detroit provides us with an amazing volume of penetrating trauma (we still get plenty of blunt). The gangs here taunt each other on the streeet by touching their throat and belly simultaneously, as if to say "You're going to need a trach and PEG after we get to you." (We have medically savvy gangs here in Detroit.) We get a lot of patients purposely shot in the neck, and these are celebrated as "wheelchair shots".
I used to think Maryvale was a tough hospital (one time James Matthews and I watched his car get stolen from the 7th floor). But here last night there was a double homicide directly across the street from the hospital. Last week someone attempted to abduct a hospital employee standing outside in broad daylight. Three months ago a guy walked right through security into the ED with a loaded semiautomatic shotgun. He was upset that his grandma died in the ED earlier that week. He raised the gun to fire and it jammed. People started diving out of the way, and security caught up to him and shot him in the ED. A vascular surgeon got carjacked while driving up to the hospital for a case late one night. Crazy, crazy stuff. And it doesn't shock people here at all.
It's definately scary. But I love it. Despite the violence, a lot of the patients are good people. I really like my co-residents. (It's interesting how green we all are, under the same pressures, working together constantly. Sometimes it feels like it's us against the world. You bond with these people in a way that reminds me a lot of being on the mission.)
I am amazed and inspired by the two surgical intensivists I'm working under. Some days I even feel like a doctor, instead of usually feeling like I'm just a poser. I'm absolutely drinking from the firehose and learning tons every day. And then I come home every day to a big party with happy kids and a great wife. Who, despite being pregnant in the humid summertime, still has a pretty great attitude.
(And I'm dang glad I'm not an intern anymore.)
Now a lot of people talk about trauma, but they're talking mainly about blunt trauma. Blunt trauma is boring. For a resident, it means chasing labs all night, cajoling radiologists for stat reads on imaging, and waiting for a drunk guy's EtOH to get back to double digits so I can send him home. If blunt trauma goes to the OR it'll be the Ortho or Neurosurgery guys taking them. (You're welcome for the babysitting.) So when people talk about trauma, they usually aren't describing anything cool, but rather just a bunch of tedious (albeit nessecary) work. Nothing for a surgery resident to get excited about.
Penetrating trauma is different, although at most places much more rare. Nothing quite like the rush of going to the OR with an unstable GSW. Don't get me wrong, I'm still a junior resident and don't do much to actually fix the guys. I'm just a small cog in the machine. As an intern, I did the H+P thing, acted as the scribe, did all the erannds and followed up everything. If I did go to the OR, it was as a third set of hands. A few times I did get to break scrub and eyeball a new trauma code while the attending and chief operated. It was a whirlwind of activity, and I was in the middle of it all, even if I was as important as trash blowing in the breeze.
Fastforward to 2nd year. Now I'm in the SICU. I'm barely out of second year, and I'm expected to manage critically ill patients by myself. I usually want to pull a Caywood's dad in my own shorts. But the cool thing is, I'm finding I can handle most stuff. I do have to call the intensivist with big stuff, but 90% of the time I'm running the show. Mananging vents, starting drips, doing procedures, the whole thing.
My first call I had a textbook case of severe hemorrhagic shock, and I was all alone. 18 yo male with GSW to right eye, belly x2, scrotum, and both lower extremities. Systolic out of the OR was in the 70s, refractory to fluids. I admit the patient, start some basic orders and call the attending with the admit, and give him exactly what I've typed here. He says "Sounds good. Get him a subclavian and a CVP at 8 or higher. Good luck."
I was almost constantly at his bedside for 18 hours. He was in shock, sedated, ventilated, the whole deal. But the guy lived. I can honestly say that my post op management saved that guy's life. Not that I'm anything special, any resident could have done it. But I did it. Even though he'll look like a pirate, that kid is alive because I helped him. (Two day later, we were able to extubate him, and amazingly he did really well. He even remembered me from that long night. So I guess he wasn't that sedated. Rarer still, he thanked me!)
This guy was the first of 5 GSWs that I would admit and manage that day. The crazy thing is that this number was not unusual. Being in Detroit provides us with an amazing volume of penetrating trauma (we still get plenty of blunt). The gangs here taunt each other on the streeet by touching their throat and belly simultaneously, as if to say "You're going to need a trach and PEG after we get to you." (We have medically savvy gangs here in Detroit.) We get a lot of patients purposely shot in the neck, and these are celebrated as "wheelchair shots".
I used to think Maryvale was a tough hospital (one time James Matthews and I watched his car get stolen from the 7th floor). But here last night there was a double homicide directly across the street from the hospital. Last week someone attempted to abduct a hospital employee standing outside in broad daylight. Three months ago a guy walked right through security into the ED with a loaded semiautomatic shotgun. He was upset that his grandma died in the ED earlier that week. He raised the gun to fire and it jammed. People started diving out of the way, and security caught up to him and shot him in the ED. A vascular surgeon got carjacked while driving up to the hospital for a case late one night. Crazy, crazy stuff. And it doesn't shock people here at all.
It's definately scary. But I love it. Despite the violence, a lot of the patients are good people. I really like my co-residents. (It's interesting how green we all are, under the same pressures, working together constantly. Sometimes it feels like it's us against the world. You bond with these people in a way that reminds me a lot of being on the mission.)
I am amazed and inspired by the two surgical intensivists I'm working under. Some days I even feel like a doctor, instead of usually feeling like I'm just a poser. I'm absolutely drinking from the firehose and learning tons every day. And then I come home every day to a big party with happy kids and a great wife. Who, despite being pregnant in the humid summertime, still has a pretty great attitude.
(And I'm dang glad I'm not an intern anymore.)
Thursday, July 10, 2008
email addresses
Everyone survive intern year? Glad that is over. I'm sure mine and Jon's wasn't as bad as some of yours. Just glad to be moving on. Hoping everyone can post their current e-mail address. Or if you are afraid of spammers just e-mail at jeremykbingham@gmail.com. I'll put them all together and send them out.
Enjoyed the nursing horror stories. The "look it up yourself" comment was classic Damon. Would have paid to be there.
Be planning ahead for the Backright reunion in Hawaii 2014 (or recreating a 6 day roadtrip to Conshohocken, we'll jury rule it). There will be plenty of advanced notice so everyone can make it.
Jeremy
Enjoyed the nursing horror stories. The "look it up yourself" comment was classic Damon. Would have paid to be there.
Be planning ahead for the Backright reunion in Hawaii 2014 (or recreating a 6 day roadtrip to Conshohocken, we'll jury rule it). There will be plenty of advanced notice so everyone can make it.
Jeremy
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